Transition to Casa Bernabe

Today is a big day! I will be traveling to Casa Bernabe. It is really interesting to think about all the conversations, preparations, missions trips, prayers, money, learning, and more that brought me to this point. All week I have struggled with the thought of leaving Antigua. I have really enjoyed my time here learning Spanish, making new friends, and dancing. It has been so wonderful so why would I want to leave? The funny part is that I thought I would be really lonely and miserable during my time at langauge school. Wrong! Today, I am a ball of emotions. The thought of fufilling God's call on my life in his timing and the thought of seeing a little boy I hope to adopt is overwhelming. What I'm filling isn't excitement.... I'm overwhelmed to be going to the one place I have longed to be at for the past year.