I realize the hurdles ahead of me and that a time frame of a year is very unlikely. I also realize the Lord has placed this desire in my heart. When he wants to move he will move. A lot of times it is swift.
My church back in the states has begun studying 1 Samuel. It is the story of Hannah and her walk in a bitter than redemptive story of barrenness. I love in verse 13 the bible says "Hannah was praying in her heart, and her lips were moving but her voice was not heard." The Lord loves to hear our heart. Hannah speaks a vow to the Lord and the Lord gives Hannah a son named Samuel.
I have a friend that was barren for 10 years and now she has 2 sons. Another friend was barren for 7 years and now has 2 girls. Yet another friend of mine is currently without child and is painstakingly praying for the Lord to bless her with a child. This is a terrible and difficult season of life for a lot of women.
As I think of my situation and my prayers, my petition before the Lord is a lot of things. First of all scripture is clear about taking care of the orphan.
Deuteronomy 10:18, “He executes justice for the orphan and the widow, and shows His love for the alien by giving him food and clothing.”
Psalm 10:14, “But You, O God, do see trouble and grief; you consider it to take it in hand. The victim commits himself to You; You are the helper of the fatherless.”
Matthew 18:5, “Whoever receives a child in My name, receives Me.”
Matthew 25: 45, “Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did it to one of the least of these, you did it unto Me.”
James 1:27, “Religion that God our Father accepts as pure
and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their
distress.”
Deuteronomy 14:28-30,
“The Levite (priest), because he has not portion or inheritance among
you, and the alien, the orphan and the widow who are in your town, shall
come and eat and be satisfied, in order that the Lord your God may
bless you in all the work of your hand which you do.”
I don't even have words. My heart is for you, Darby. God's heart is for you. I love you and am praying for you. I would also love to talk if you want.
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